Update at 3:20 a.m.: admitted and in the patient room now.
On Saturday evening, we came to the emergency room for the same reason as previous times: cyclic vomiting. I’m in denial as this is the fourth time arriving at the same place starting this June to September. I have decision fatigue as so much thought goes into deciding whether to weather it out at home or to come to the ER. Not to mention that I’m a disheveled mess by the time we get here.q
She’ll most likely get admitted. It is difficult to feel optimistic now.

Chris and I try as much as we can to give Ellis a normal and fun life, but when these frequent hiccups occur, I feel like screaming, metaphorically, that I just wish we could have fun without constant fear of sickness or it coming to fruition.

Before coming here, our family was planning on spending the weekend at a retreat center with our church family. That’s what we thought! Oh well. But here’s fun pictures of me and Ellis on our zip line adventure.




How things change within a day to a few hours!!
9 responses to “This feels unreal…at the ER again & admitted”
Beautiful all photos. God bless you! 🙏
Beautiful Santa Cruz Beach 🏖️
You are the worlds greatest mother! Love to read all the adventures and all the things you do.
❤️✝️🔥🙌🏼Loosing the LIGHT of God over this situation — time to get to His healing answers for Ellis. God’s grace and keeping.
💕sending prayers and love dear ones…💕.
Oh, no, I’m so sorry to hear that Eliss is back in Emergency! My heart goes out to you.
Sending love and prayers.
Oh no – Esther I am so sorry to read this. This morning I heard there was an earthquake near you and thought “hope Esther and the family are okay” and I certainly was not thinking you’d be back here again. And just a day earlier everyone was enjoying themselves. {{{ Hugs }}}
Oof. I’m sorry to hear that you’re back in the ER.
Prayers 🙏 love ❤️ strength 💪 hugs 🤗